Excited

I

Got

The

Job!!

I start tomorrow at 3pm! Im sooo excited!

Job interview.

I got a job interview today. I'm pretty excited about it. Ive been waiting 2 weeks to here back. I got a call yesurday while I was at the gym to come in from 3-4. I got a babysitter lined up so Im good to go on that. Yesurday I weighed myself and Ive lost 7lbs in 2 weeks. I guess running at 5mph for 35 mins is paying off. I finally get to go shopping for clothes tomorrow.

Yesurday my cousin and I were looking peoples names up, We came across this one chick who I HATE. Looks like shes gotten herself into alot of trouble. Guess Karma is a bitch.

This is gonna be a short blog. Ill update after my interview.

Rainy days suck

Today it was raining, We went to this church event. Taylor got to ride a pony but then it started raining and We left. I got a picture atleast and she can atleast say she got to ride one. I didnt do anything else today but nap. My body isnt used to this new medicine and all I wanna do when I take it is sleep. I might have to start cutting it in half. Last night I went to a passion party, Pretty much call it a dildo party. I had fun for the most part. Im sure everyone could tell I was depressed. But I'll get better, I got a phone call while I was there that made my night. I was suppose to meet my friend at Dairy queen but they never showed up, they tried calling as my phone shut off because it was dead, so I never got to find out why they didnt show up. Oh well.

I need to start getting back into teaching Taylor pre school stuff. I cant believe my baby girl will be 4 this year, and will start pre-k, and also dance! I really am proud to be a mother. I know I'm not with neither of their fathers but I love being a mom to them. Having them all the time, even tho some times I would like a break just to have some me time. I gonna go enroll into school probally thursday since my mom is off to watch the girls for me. I dont know what I want to go for. I still have all my books from when I was going to school for medical billing and insurance coding, so maybe Ill go back for that and see if this school uses the same books. I might start studying now so ill know everything when I start going.

Wednesday I need to go get me some summer clothes. I have no shorts, all winter clothes. I dont think its gonna be cold anymore. Its gonna be a waste to buy alot of clothes because Ive been losing tons of inches since i dont eat anymore and Im stressed out. I havent been to the gym in a few days, due to my stomach pains. I never went to have my medicine for it filled. It finally went away after taking medicine for all this stress.

Needles SUCK!

:)



New beginnings

2013 was suppose to be a great year for me. I thought I found the man I was going to spend the rest of my life with. I got fooled, instead I married a monster. Now I'm going through a divorce. I think the only good thing that has come out good this year is the letter I got today from the courthouse about child support for Taylor. I now will be ordered to get $259 a month. We actually talked on the phone, that was a bit awkward.

I am enrolling into school next week. I need to keep my mind busy, ive been so stressed out this week. Last night I had to go to the hospital, this morning I had to go to the Dr's to get put on medicine for the stress. Its sad when your husband wont hand over your childrens clothes, I had to go out and spend 70$ for new clothes. But thats okay, I contacted the lady with DCF, and I also took the card to the states attorneys office. Just got to wait for them to call me back. My husband forgot that the day we were at the storage with the last load of stuff we were agruing and he pulled my hair and raised his hand at me, thats all on tape. And also the night at the bar he pulled my hair and rug me to his truck at 747, thats on tape too from the bar AND the hotel.

I also got some medicine to help me sleep at night. I need it because lately I dont go to bed till 2am. I have so many thoughts going through my head about different things how the heck am I suppose to sleep. I know things will get better in time, but its just hard to sit around and wait when I'm dying inside.