Today it was raining, We went to this church event. Taylor got to ride a pony but then it started raining and We left. I got a picture atleast and she can atleast say she got to ride one. I didnt do anything else today but nap. My body isnt used to this new medicine and all I wanna do when I take it is sleep. I might have to start cutting it in half. Last night I went to a passion party, Pretty much call it a dildo party. I had fun for the most part. Im sure everyone could tell I was depressed. But I'll get better, I got a phone call while I was there that made my night. I was suppose to meet my friend at Dairy queen but they never showed up, they tried calling as my phone shut off because it was dead, so I never got to find out why they didnt show up. Oh well.
I need to start getting back into teaching Taylor pre school stuff. I cant believe my baby girl will be 4 this year, and will start pre-k, and also dance! I really am proud to be a mother. I know I'm not with neither of their fathers but I love being a mom to them. Having them all the time, even tho some times I would like a break just to have some me time. I gonna go enroll into school probally thursday since my mom is off to watch the girls for me. I dont know what I want to go for. I still have all my books from when I was going to school for medical billing and insurance coding, so maybe Ill go back for that and see if this school uses the same books. I might start studying now so ill know everything when I start going.
Wednesday I need to go get me some summer clothes. I have no shorts, all winter clothes. I dont think its gonna be cold anymore. Its gonna be a waste to buy alot of clothes because Ive been losing tons of inches since i dont eat anymore and Im stressed out. I havent been to the gym in a few days, due to my stomach pains. I never went to have my medicine for it filled. It finally went away after taking medicine for all this stress.
Needles SUCK!
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