2013 was suppose to be a great year for me. I thought I found the man I was going to spend the rest of my life with. I got fooled, instead I married a monster. Now I'm going through a divorce. I think the only good thing that has come out good this year is the letter I got today from the courthouse about child support for Taylor. I now will be ordered to get $259 a month. We actually talked on the phone, that was a bit awkward.
I am enrolling into school next week. I need to keep my mind busy, ive been so stressed out this week. Last night I had to go to the hospital, this morning I had to go to the Dr's to get put on medicine for the stress. Its sad when your husband wont hand over your childrens clothes, I had to go out and spend 70$ for new clothes. But thats okay, I contacted the lady with DCF, and I also took the card to the states attorneys office. Just got to wait for them to call me back. My husband forgot that the day we were at the storage with the last load of stuff we were agruing and he pulled my hair and raised his hand at me, thats all on tape. And also the night at the bar he pulled my hair and rug me to his truck at 747, thats on tape too from the bar AND the hotel.
I also got some medicine to help me sleep at night. I need it because lately I dont go to bed till 2am. I have so many thoughts going through my head about different things how the heck am I suppose to sleep. I know things will get better in time, but its just hard to sit around and wait when I'm dying inside.
